(I wrote this in August 2010)

Just let go
Take a breath
Breathe
Release
Take another one
It flows
Joins, needs no thought
No explanation
Quiet myself
Breathe again

I’ve seen the net
But my eyes are so tightly closed
My blood rushes
My mind goes to what if?
My hands are cramping
They have realized the futility long ago
Can I fall?

I know I can’t hang on much longer
Deep breath
Make a choice
Let go
Unrealised expectations rush by me in warm air
The joy
Unexpected
The landing
Unplanned